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Bitch needs to be bitched slapped
Posted by Amber on July 26th, 2010
Filed under: Family,General


I couldn’t decide between this icon and the Olivier one where she’s literally kicking the shit out of someone, but I decided on Azula because, as badass as my beloved revered Olivier is, I feel like I’m channeling Azula a bit more right now in my rage.

It is past midnight. I turned my computer off over an hour ago and attempted to go to bed. But now I’m up again…and it’s all because of that little bitch, otherwise known as my cousin.

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Urgh
Posted by Amber on June 26th, 2010
Filed under: Family,School


The month is almost up. I have four more days of class and then I have 6 more units of A added to my GPA. Yet today has been a crappy day. And life in general has not had me too happy lately.

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Good days?
Posted by Amber on May 22nd, 2010
Filed under: Family,General


So yeah…the past two days have been rather well. Yesterday my brother decided to get my mom to take him out of school early go to my cousin’s 8th grade promotion, because the damn school ( I went to it too) feels the need to make 8th graders think that they’re something special because they manage to finish middle school and give them some stupid ceremony. However, I don’t see the point in it because I have a feeling a lot of them will have issues in high school. I’m pretty sure my cousin will. Damn freshman always act so damn uppity, and that includes her, but she’ll definitely get what’s coming to her when she enters high school. Freshman get put in their place, although not necessarily in the way that would be expected, like in movies.

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Untitled
Posted by Amber on December 21st, 2009
Filed under: Family


I don’t even know what to say. My brother found Pablo today in the couch. I had to go over to the house and help him get him out of the couch. Pretty obvious he was dead. That’s three cats now. My grandma was could only say to my brother that he knew that Pablo was going to die, blah blah blah, but I don’t believe that. I mean, I know he was going to die eventually, although maybe had a month or two more. I’m pretty sure he had gotten into the couch and couldn’t get out of there. That’s probably what killed him, he couldn’t get to any food or water, or to the bathroom.

Meanwhile I still feel like shit. My grandma looked in my mouth today, said she could see that it’s red back there and there’s a bit of tooth coming out. It hurts like crazy. I put some gel stuff in there earlier as opposed to taking any pills, but it didn’t help much. I took pills this morning, and I was planning to right before bed, but I think I might have to take them now instead, because it’s bugging me way too much. I have a dentist appointment on Wednesday, although I don’t know what good that’s going to do for me. It’s not like they can stop the pain.

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Worst year ever
Posted by Amber on December 18th, 2009
Filed under: Family


Seriously. Home for one day and pain strikes again. Oldest cat, K.C., had a lump on his throat, and trouble breathing. My parents were going to take him in today, although my brother and I convinced them that he needed to get in as soon as possible, so I went with my mom yesterday to the vet with him. After the vet examined him she said it was probably cancer, but looking at whatever they got out of his lungs she said there was a chance it was Valley Fever instead, since she saw some spores, although it is really rare in cats. If that was the case he needed to be put on an anti-fungal medication and it should have gotten rid of it.

He had cancer. As if we would be lucky enough for it to be something less severe. We decided it would be best to not make him suffer and had him put down. Nine years we had him. I never expected that to happen to him, other than being a bit fat cat he’s always been healthy. He had a good nine years living with us, especially considering he would have died if we hadn’t found him as a kitten, but I think he would have had at least another five years to live, possibly more.

On a maybe better note, yesterday when I went over to the house Pablo looked like he was doing a bit better. His face didn’t look as sullen as it had the day before. Nobody thinks he’ll make it though.

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Seriously?
Posted by Amber on December 17th, 2009
Filed under: Family


Wow. So it was bad enough that my baby girl died. But today, when we were like ten minutes from the house after the drive up, my mom tells me that they had to put Spook down, because she couldn’t walk anymore. This I wasn’t completely surprised about, because she’s had problems for awhile. They had been giving her aspirin daily and that seemed to help a lot, but I guess it just became too much for her. I think she was around 6 or so, young, although nowhere near as young as Peach was. We had her four years. And apparently my brother’s dog Zoe hasn’t been eating much. I said it’s probably because of the shock from now having Spook around anymore, but I don’t really know.
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Posted by Amber on December 9th, 2009
Filed under: Family


I wish that I could turn back time. Back to like, months ago, when we first found the kittens. So that I’d be able to have more time with Princess Peach, the entire summer over again. Or maybe even just back to when I told my mom I wanted her to get fixed, and see if the outcome is differently. That’s what I wish for.
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I hate having to be away
Posted by Amber on December 5th, 2009
Filed under: Family


I hate it. I hate that I have to be 200 miles away from home to go to school. I hate how I barely never get to go home. And most of all I hate how I got to spend so little time with my baby girl Princess Peach. I’ve always wanted an orange cat and when we found one my parents were nice enough to let me keep her, even though I already had Rosco. She was so calm but playful at the same time. She’d lay on my lap and fall asleep, letting me pet her as she did so. She was a little pig and always sucked up to me to get some of my food when I was eating. But that’s all over now. My dad just called me a few minutes ago to tell me that she passed away. I couldn’t hear everything he was saying because he was crying too, but they took her to the vet, I guess she stopped eating or something. I couldn’t really understand him. I got to spend about two months with her over the summer, and then I had to come to school. I’ve seen her about a week since I’ve come to school. It’s been less than a week since I last saw her when I was home, but now when I go home for winter break I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to go over to the house, with her not there. It was about this time last year that Tuffy died, and I couldn’t go into the house without being on the verge of tears. He wasn’t even my cat, he was my brother’s. But Peach was mine, I loved her so much.
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Karma can be a bitch, and how I love it
Posted by Amber on June 26th, 2009
Filed under: Family


My family got what they deserved. Months ago my mom said we were going to go to San Diego for a few days over the summer on vacation. Well, since that time they’ve just randomly picked up again fishing, after not fishing for like 8 or so years. So instead of just going up wherever to fish for a day then driving back down the same day, they decided to go camping. They left on a Wednesday morning. I have class until Thursday afternoon, and they of course knew this. So in an indirect way they didn’t bother inviting me. Well, I could care less. They’ve gotten what they deserve. Of course, there were some perks for me as well. Since my aunt and her husband (yeah, he’s my uncle, but I don’t really bother calling him that since they’ve only been married like 2 years) went with them, and they took two of the three annoying cousins with them. Unfortunately they left the smallest annoying brat, which I will get to later. And so they, along with my mother, father, brother and his dog went. And since then they’ve had nothing but rain. Not just rain, downpour. My mom hasn’t called me, but she’s talked to my grandma. They’re going to have to return their tent because it was a piece of crap and the water leaked all in it, all over their stuff. My brother’s tent was apparently completely ruined, which I find funny because he used it when he went on camping trips with boy scouts. Their little camping trip was pretty much ruined. Why? Because they abandoned me, their only daughter, their firstborn child, the one they only get to see a couple months out of the year because she’s away at college most of the time. Mwuahahaha!
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Merry post/nearly Newmas!
Posted by Amber on January 1st, 2008
Filed under: Family


Yeah, well I haven’t posted in awhile, so I decided I’m rolling a Merry Christmas in with a Happy New Year. Well, Christmas was pretty good. I got a lot of toe socks. And some other stuff. A lot of DVD’s, ones that I wanted too. I guess it was pretty good. And my cousin and brother got a Wii, so I have an opportunity to play on it. It’s pretty cool.
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