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Posted by Amber on December 21st, 2009
Filed under: Family


I don’t even know what to say. My brother found Pablo today in the couch. I had to go over to the house and help him get him out of the couch. Pretty obvious he was dead. That’s three cats now. My grandma was could only say to my brother that he knew that Pablo was going to die, blah blah blah, but I don’t believe that. I mean, I know he was going to die eventually, although maybe had a month or two more. I’m pretty sure he had gotten into the couch and couldn’t get out of there. That’s probably what killed him, he couldn’t get to any food or water, or to the bathroom.

Meanwhile I still feel like shit. My grandma looked in my mouth today, said she could see that it’s red back there and there’s a bit of tooth coming out. It hurts like crazy. I put some gel stuff in there earlier as opposed to taking any pills, but it didn’t help much. I took pills this morning, and I was planning to right before bed, but I think I might have to take them now instead, because it’s bugging me way too much. I have a dentist appointment on Wednesday, although I don’t know what good that’s going to do for me. It’s not like they can stop the pain.

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Worst year ever
Posted by Amber on December 18th, 2009
Filed under: Family


Seriously. Home for one day and pain strikes again. Oldest cat, K.C., had a lump on his throat, and trouble breathing. My parents were going to take him in today, although my brother and I convinced them that he needed to get in as soon as possible, so I went with my mom yesterday to the vet with him. After the vet examined him she said it was probably cancer, but looking at whatever they got out of his lungs she said there was a chance it was Valley Fever instead, since she saw some spores, although it is really rare in cats. If that was the case he needed to be put on an anti-fungal medication and it should have gotten rid of it.

He had cancer. As if we would be lucky enough for it to be something less severe. We decided it would be best to not make him suffer and had him put down. Nine years we had him. I never expected that to happen to him, other than being a bit fat cat he’s always been healthy. He had a good nine years living with us, especially considering he would have died if we hadn’t found him as a kitten, but I think he would have had at least another five years to live, possibly more.

On a maybe better note, yesterday when I went over to the house Pablo looked like he was doing a bit better. His face didn’t look as sullen as it had the day before. Nobody thinks he’ll make it though.

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Seriously?
Posted by Amber on December 17th, 2009
Filed under: Family


Wow. So it was bad enough that my baby girl died. But today, when we were like ten minutes from the house after the drive up, my mom tells me that they had to put Spook down, because she couldn’t walk anymore. This I wasn’t completely surprised about, because she’s had problems for awhile. They had been giving her aspirin daily and that seemed to help a lot, but I guess it just became too much for her. I think she was around 6 or so, young, although nowhere near as young as Peach was. We had her four years. And apparently my brother’s dog Zoe hasn’t been eating much. I said it’s probably because of the shock from now having Spook around anymore, but I don’t really know.
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Nope, no way
Posted by Amber on December 12th, 2009
Filed under: General


Had to call it quits for tonight. I always look forward to SNL, but last week when I heard that werewolf guy was going to be hosting I was just “no way, I’ll skip it, even if I have to miss Bon Jovi.” Well, I decided I’d give it a chance. Nope, didn’t work. The monologue sucked ass. Big freaking woop, he did a flip and then a couple of lame ass kicks at a mannequin’s head that had Kanye’s face on it. The only funny part of that monologue was Kenan Thompson as Reba. That digital short was hilarious, even though I had to watch it online first time because I missed the episode a couple weeks ago. He didn’t even do anything in the monologue but sit there and wink or wave and he was funnier than the stupid werewolf. I don’t know what his name is, it’s Tayler or Taylor something or other.
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Posted by Amber on December 9th, 2009
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I wish that I could turn back time. Back to like, months ago, when we first found the kittens. So that I’d be able to have more time with Princess Peach, the entire summer over again. Or maybe even just back to when I told my mom I wanted her to get fixed, and see if the outcome is differently. That’s what I wish for.
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Why don’t they put the info on the bottle?
Posted by Amber on December 5th, 2009
Filed under: General


I haven’t really had an appetite today, so I didn’t eat dinner. I haven’t eaten anything this around two, and that was a packet of gummy snacks. But then just now I had a headache. I wanted to just ignore it, but I couldn’t so I took an ibuprofen. I looked at the flipping bottle, it didn’t say anything about to take it on a full stomach, so I took one. Then to be safe I googled to see if you are or not. Turns out yeah, it’s bad to take ibuprofen on an empty stomach. It can cause bleeding and inflammation. Well, great. So then I had to get some food in me quick, so I downed a pack of gummy snacks and a couple peanut butter crackers I had at my desk. I’ve never had issues with ibuprofen before when I take it (which isn’t very often, I don’t like pills that much), and I’d be really pissed if something happens this time. It would only add to the crappiness of the day. And I wouldn’t be able to go to sleep for awhile. I also learned when looking online that they put the information on the box. That’s just great. Because everyone carries their bottle in the box. You’d think that would be something that would be wise to put on the bottle too.
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I hate having to be away
Posted by Amber on December 5th, 2009
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I hate it. I hate that I have to be 200 miles away from home to go to school. I hate how I barely never get to go home. And most of all I hate how I got to spend so little time with my baby girl Princess Peach. I’ve always wanted an orange cat and when we found one my parents were nice enough to let me keep her, even though I already had Rosco. She was so calm but playful at the same time. She’d lay on my lap and fall asleep, letting me pet her as she did so. She was a little pig and always sucked up to me to get some of my food when I was eating. But that’s all over now. My dad just called me a few minutes ago to tell me that she passed away. I couldn’t hear everything he was saying because he was crying too, but they took her to the vet, I guess she stopped eating or something. I couldn’t really understand him. I got to spend about two months with her over the summer, and then I had to come to school. I’ve seen her about a week since I’ve come to school. It’s been less than a week since I last saw her when I was home, but now when I go home for winter break I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to go over to the house, with her not there. It was about this time last year that Tuffy died, and I couldn’t go into the house without being on the verge of tears. He wasn’t even my cat, he was my brother’s. But Peach was mine, I loved her so much.
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So sleepy…
Posted by Amber on December 3rd, 2009
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I’m merely writing this because I haven’t updated in awhile. After this I’ll probably end up going to bed, even though it’s barely past nine. I’m just so damn tired. This entire week has sucked ass. I’ve been super busy, with non stop homework and meeting with groups for different classes to work on projects when I’m not in class. Today I barely had time to eat lunch or dinner. I got four hours of sleep last night. Perhaps for some people that’s enough to function, but I can’t even function that well off of six hours of sleep. Four and I thought I was going to fall asleep while riding my bike to class a few times. I nearly fell asleep in my INDV, which hasn’t ever happened before. I don’t know why, but for some reason I was feeling extreme hatred towards that class. I don’t like it in general, but the hateful feeling that was surging through me today hasn’t ever happened.
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