Truly, truly evil. I wish I could just not go to bio lab anymore. Today we dissected a rat, a frog and a tadpole. I didn’t touch a single one. I barely managed to look at the dead frog when it wasn’t cut open to write down its appearance, but when they were cut open…I can definitely say I nearly threw up at least three times, probably more. The worst part of it was that the rat at my table was pregnant, there were fifteen little babies in her. Naturally everyone else was getting all excited about it, thinking it was cool and such. I could not look. Even hearing people made me ill to my stomach. Someone who was looking at them said they probably would have been born soon too if their mother hadn’t met her match, since they were pretty much completely developed. I don’t see the point in dissecting things. I am morally obligated to have as little to do with it as possible, it’s animal cruelty. I mean, it’s not like the animals got a choice of weather to live on or be killed for some heartless people to slice open. And yes, they truly are heartless people. Apparently some of them had done cats in school and were saying they wish the cat had been pregnant. I don’t know how the hell anyone could do that to a cat! If I were to see a dead cat laying there for me to dissect I would most definitely throw up. It’s a shame that the poor animals hadn’t had the order of a geass to live on. Then there would probably be a few dead humans, which is much better. The majority of the human race is doing nothing but destroying this planet, they don’t give a damn if they waste water or throw away things that could easily be recycled instead or take away several animal species’ homes so that they can have somewhere to live or if an animal is at the brink of extinction because of it or because humans have to go and kill them because they feel like it. I am truly disgusted with the human race at times like this. Luckily I only need two semesters of biology for undergrad, hopefully I won’t need any during pharmacy school. Of course I’m sure I will, although maybe since it will be higher level we won’t have to do such barbaric cruel things. But yeah, I’ve decided I’m a chemistry person. It’s already my strong point of the sciences. Physics is quite fun, but all the formulas and math involved is too much for me, because I such at higher level math.
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